This week was weiiiirrrd. Where to begin? Well, for starters I have a completely new schedule now. I needed to be able to work afternoons and evenings, and school was starting to stress me out because of the simple fact that it takes up a large majority of my day. Not that I don't like school, I definitely do. But because of situation it's very important that I find a job. So I spoke to Mr. Platte as well as Mrs. Wilson, and since I have all of my necessary credits, they set it up to where I'm only here until noon. That was a huge sigh of relief for me, and I feel as though new doors have been opened for me. I'm trying to maintain hopefulness. Aside from that, I've actually had no problem getting caught up from last week. I'm actually ahead in some classes, which is neat. The new schedule has been so beneficial for me already, and it's merely the first week. I'm very happy about that. Things at home are still a bit strange. Heh, not sure I like calling it home either. I'm trying to settle in and be okay, but it's definitely going to be a struggle. We're living in a freezing basement with a drunken 54 year old who requires more attention than my infant brother. I feel as though I've taken a huge step back. But like arrows, perhaps my string needs to be pulled thin in order to shoot me forward. For now I'll suffer quietly and focus solely on the small things that bring me joy. I can do this.
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